Salut à tous !
Guess what, I am still alive! I was debating for a while (quite a while I guess) if I wanted to keep writing on this blog: do I really want everyone to know what's going on with my life. Well well: NO. very easy? So Alex, what the heck are you doing now (except for going nuts and talking to yourself!). Well, I have this program called statcounter with which I can see people going on my blog: how they get there, where are they from...ohhh, it's so interesting! You all think you can hide behind your computer and just stalk my life without me noticing? Don't worry, it's not as creepy as it sounds;) It's very funny when I notice one of my friend's dad looking at my blog to see what his daughter was up to, or a guy I kissed once aaaaaages ago googling me every once in a while! So I couldn't resist to the temptation of writing at least one more time, since even if I haven't written in ages, there are still people who check the blog out! How nice...having some sort of admirors!
No, seriously, I'm done to let the world know what I am doing, where I am, where I am going, how I feel...no interest whatsoever! I matured a bit...let's say it better: I saw people around me who were doing the same and found it quite pathetic, and people of whom I have very little news the most interesting! Ahah, it's always the same: the attraction for the unknown! So let's try to be more interesting for a while, and I am just looking now of ways to make this blog more interesting and constructive, so the people who still read it won't just satisfy a desire of knowledge about my life but more a desire of some sort of different knowledge...I am not sure what: politics, art, literature...my stepmom suggested recepies, why not? something different random and amusing, some sort of constructive entertainement, voilà ! It is true, I express myself much better by writing than by words (I have been told this week I am a reserved person...is it true?), so it would be a pity to stop writing, or just write on random pieces of papers (as I do anyways, but then I lose them and nobody reads, so what's the point of communicating then?)
I'll wait for a while for an inspiration and a feel of eager to write again...now really exams and stress about life (big decisions are on their ways!) are taking all of my spiritual energy and I feel dry of words, thoughts to share. Michele's blog has been an inspiration (thank you my virtual friend!), many conversations with people I consider some kind of "gurus" of my life maturing process have been an inspiration as well, my family, my beautiful India and its enchanting magic, some really special friends (really really special!), beauty in general (in art, people, atmosphere, books, talks...)...I can't wait to be able to communicate all of that!
Leaving you all with these words, love and warmth, I'll talk to you soon !
Yours,
Alessandra
